i seriously want to go back to school.

The more I surf the internet the more I want to get out of here and do things for my life. So many things are happening in the outside world and I want to become a part of it. But, as always, I'm stuck in this stupid ghetto.

I just came across on a few NYU related youtube videos(clips from theU.com, nyu student reality tv show underthearch.tv, couple of vocal performances from N'Harmonics and Mass Transit). Naturally, I visited our campus newspaper website(nyunews.com), in which I was the deputy video desk editor. All these things reminded me of how I much I love school - meeting new people in classes, on the street, parties, through a friend of a friend, etc. So many possibilities and opportunities that I miss so dearly right now. Here, I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere where time doesn't exist.

I'm gettin all cynical again, but I can't help it. I crave for liveliness. I crave for energy, new thought, new ideas, new anything. The first thing that I'll do when I get back to NewYork is to sit on that bench by the Hudson River park and just watch the river and the lights of Jersey City. That image keeps recurring in my dream.

7 more months to go...