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I wish I had the words to accurately describe what I am feeling right now. But the words just don't seem to come to my mind. I want to blame the army. Since the beggining of my military service my ability to speak and write english has been slowly deteriorating. Words, phrases, idioms, grammar, all of these things, seem to be vanishing each day. I was too busy cleaning, training, getting sweared at, and doing guard duties. For the past eight months, the level of my brain activity has been minimal. I'm scared. Am I becoming stupid or something? Is everything going to come back when I finish the military service?

Now that I have some time to do some reading, writing, studying, and typing, I plan to reactivate my slowing brain. I just skimmed through the nytimes, gawker, nyunews, nyulocal, perezhilton, etc. I've missed out on so much. The world's been moving by so fast. And me, I've been stuck in some Alice-in-the-Wonderland where nothing much happens except for nothingness? Am I making any sense? AhhhhH!